i couldnt remember much but i  know it was beautiful.
but i never want tht to happen again.
he stood over me with a smile,
something i knew was meant for me and only me.

i started to cry
i didnt want to loose him.
and he didnt want to loose me.
i saved his life now...

how did i get here i show u.
we  were above my fathers building.
dancing, when he slipped off.
i didnt want him to die so i jumped after him.

as i fell for him i remeber all the times we shared and tht this would be the last one we would share.
i saved him, and died.
i was below him and i grabbed him. pulled him to my face.
kissed his cheek and said "good bye"

when we landed i saw black thni saw wings my own.
i saw him holding my body , my bloody body.
he was crying, and i started to cry, i didnt want to leave him.

an ambulance came.
took me out of his arms
he followed my body in the vehicle .
he recieved medical attention, but he would not let go of my hand.

he gave them my family information.
i put my hand on his shoulder,
knowing he'd be the only one who could here me i whispered:
"i'm always with you, i wont leave you. saving you today sent me to heaven, i will wait."

when we arrived at the hospital i was still next to him.
this blinding yellow light followed me here and there.
i knew this light.
as my father arrived, he told my dad everything.

my dad started to cry.
so did i.
i loked up at this light,
and HE spoke to me.

"do you love him this much?"
"i know the rules of self sacrifice" i said.
"this is your choice, stay. Or come with me"
i looked and him and my dad, then my body in the bed.
"i shall stay"
and then i walked.

i waled toward my body and layed down.
i woke up as if from a dream.
i cried and sobbed.
the nurse heard me.

she called my dad in.
i hugged him and kept saying i love you, i love you.
over and over.
then he walked in.
and i smiled , but i was crying.
we embraced and never let go.

"i shall tell you what happened some other time."
he nodded and said" i know."

we knew then we would stay this way
Forever.
all those memeories.
this memeory
let me know
hes my true love and tht im always there for him.
his eyes were always his trait for me.
but now his smile is what brought tears to my eyes.

(to get true affect of this poem listen to "your guardian angel" by the red jumpsuit apparatus.) http://www.purevolume.com/albums/theredjumpsuitapparatus/dontyoufakeit